I do apologise for spamming anyones inboxes just skip past it haha
Just once again feel at a really good place but still kinda crappy
this has probably been my 'biggest' year so far, maybe, a tie between now and 2011 but this year's more fresh so I'll say this year
I just want to talk to this one person again..
I hate loosing touch with people but even more so if there's no reason, explanation, and they're just completely gone
It's been like two years but we were such good friends..
We could talk about anything, good and bad, and they always knew how to make me feel ok again, even if they didn't really do anything just talking to them kinda helped
it's stupid but I do worry sometimes too as when we last spoke they had quite a lot going wrong for them but always seemed so positive still, I don't even know how, but yeah.. makes me wonder
I don't even know what to say because this will likely make no sense but I just worry I'll never be able to talk to them again
it makes me sad because we were so close, called eachother siblings xD
everything must happen for a reason right?
It has to
I feel like I haven't said enough and cleared my feelings but I don't know what to say or how to say any of it..
sometimes I just feel so crap and think of all the shit that goes on and feel bad but then I look a the bigger picture and think it's not really that much shit going on I guess, but it's still enough to break me slightly, but it shouldn't be
oh well it's christmas soon, guess I should be happy for that..
hope everyone that reads this is having a good day anyways (: